TTC is really not fun when you have a condition. And people around you seems to be getting preggies left and right does not make it any easier and elevates your stress level on the matter. Unsympathetic pretentious people and those who doesn't understand because they are blessed with good health and can easily conceive makes it even worse for people like me. Sometimes I wonder is this trial a blessing in disguise?
Saturday, October 30, 2010
Friday, October 22, 2010
Plan to Be Stressfree Goes Kaboom!
Oh my! What a hectic week I've been having. Working at my office is really not fun at all and makes one feel really unappreciated and sometimes like a black sheep. As usual, there's bias-ness everywhere and I happen to be the person that people like to be biased against. Why? I am not sure but I do know that I don't suck up to people. Maybe that's the problem?
As of lately, I have been scrutinizing on how my working field ticks. And the big picture of it all is veeerryyyy ugly! I am not liking what I see and really hate what it has become. Almost everywhere I go there's somebody who likes to suck up to the bosses, back stab others, doesn't share knowledge or teach others to become more competent in their work and announce to the world that he/she is the only one doing all the job (whereas he/she doesn't want to guide a new colleague in the first place anyway).
So, my plan to have the rest of the year stress-free and more relaxed especially from TTC and LPPKN seems to go kaboom! I don't get to be stress-free, I am always in a hurry to get my job done, I have to run errands to and fro for almost everyone and I don't get enough rest everyday. I can actually feel the stress level is hiking up just like in the Miss Management game I played a couple of years ago.
Wouldn't it be nice if money could fall off from the sky and make me a billionaire? I could quit my job, have a nice loooooon vacation and then settle down doing something I love.
My motto song as of now is 'I want to be a billionaire' with high hopes that money could fall from the sky. Heh heh..
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